.:. Beautiful Sun in Fog .:. January 17, 2017 .:.

  • Stress

    Anyone can take a stressor and turn it into a benign thing to not react to. When I do that in my home, it is me being ambivalent to my husband’s excessive attitude for drinking alcohol, then making it into a non-reaction thing. Ignore functioning. That’s how one enables another. When I mention the words…

  • Trauma

    Why is that I seem to have PTSD or CPTSD, rather, at this time of my life. I thought I could handle things and ended up making a few dumb choices which impact me to this day. I have all the hallmark signs but having an ILI personality I was able to lock the traumas…

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      Maisy

      So of course as I was finishing up writing the above article, DH had a large can of beer. Then another and started smart mouthing arguing with me about it … just drinks too much for his ability to hold liquor.

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  • The end

    Issues with heat, stress, etc. and of course, our A/C has broken. Over the course of the day, my guts have liquified. Living like this in August is intolerable. I think I’ll die

  • Histamine Intolerance +

    What are my problems? I see them as a circulous issue, points on the circle all connected, very hard to see the individual points alone. How many more points are there….. I have tried AIP and KETO and a merging of the ideas, plus started a probiotic SEED. My allergies continued to ramp up though,…

  • Feeling with Histamine #2

    The morning of The Cure concert day was a bad start. More gut junk. Finally had energy and got ready, went, but air quality was ORANGE, and I was huffing and puffing without knowing why. I ate bad stuff no-no stuff. Little recourse. I was in stiff miserable pain after getting home at 12:30am ALL…

  • A Strange Day

    A Strange Day

    If Only Tonight We Could Sleep June 27: Started off concert day on less than three full hours of sleep (which is another story not for publication at this time.) My Histamine Intolerance (HIT) and IBS were killing me that morning as well. It wasn’t until around 1pm that I actually felt I could get…

  • The Cure – 2023 – ATL beforehand

    My hubby and I are going to see The Cure on June 27, 2023, which is tomorrow night, in ATL. Songs of a Lost World Tour. In 2016 we saw them in ATL as well. It was a summer day, hot, not too hot per se, but all those people, it was sweltering heat that…

  • I hate myself

    I hate myself that I still can’t lose weight or inches, and that I just can’t now that I know so much more about the why of me. I am Histamine Intolerant, maybe mold toxic, definitely I was tested in my teens as allergic to mold, so it’s my major enemy anyway. I was an…

  • Feeling with Histamine #1

    Sunday, June 25, 2023 Woke up feeling like shit. Brain fog in forehead, stuck feeling. Drank water, took quercetin and nac, realized I hadn’t taken any for the third time on Saturday, and didn’t take my probiotic or magnesium before sleeping. Fed cats, miserable throughout it. Finally had shilijit coffee with cream. Made me feel…

  • Irregularities on results.

    Online it’s very annoying looking for where to watch a particular movie. It’s on Netflix, a site says, load up Netflix, it is not on my Netflix. Go to my good to use site, Trakt.tv and look up said movie. Oh, no it’s on HBO, but then HBO doesn’t exist, it’s MAX now. Well load…

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  1. 1 week later, earlier this morning it wasn’t at my post office still, and Amazon said I could refund or…

  2. Today is the 27th. No idea if it’ll be in the mail today or not, it’s in the outer distribution…