{"id":112,"date":"2005-01-07T20:13:33","date_gmt":"2005-01-08T02:13:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.hyperthinking.us\/weblog\/?p=112"},"modified":"2024-12-19T08:42:56","modified_gmt":"2024-12-19T13:42:56","slug":"stupid-me-beating-myself-up","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hyperthinking.us\/weblog\/2005\/01\/07\/stupid-me-beating-myself-up\/","title":{"rendered":"Stupid Me &#8211; Beating Myself Up"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>So, while wasting time until an auction was nearer to it&#8217;s end, I wrote the previous post. Finished it, published it. Said OOPS MY AUCTION and sure enough, it was over. \ud83d\ude41<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It was for a NEW bear that&#8217;s my OLD bear. I mean, my very first Boyd&#8217;s Bear, loved and smooshed before I &#8220;knew what a Boyd&#8217;s Bear was&#8221; in 1995.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"600\" height=\"818\" data-attachment-id=\"7549\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/hyperthinking.us\/weblog\/2005\/01\/07\/stupid-me-beating-myself-up\/p8260001\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/hyperthinking.us\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2005\/01\/P8260001.jpg?fit=600%2C818&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"600,818\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"P8260001\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/hyperthinking.us\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2005\/01\/P8260001.jpg?fit=600%2C818&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/hyperthinking.us\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2005\/01\/P8260001.jpg?resize=600%2C818&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-7549\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/hyperthinking.us\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2005\/01\/P8260001.jpg?w=600&amp;ssl=1 600w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/hyperthinking.us\/weblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2005\/01\/P8260001.jpg?resize=367%2C500&amp;ssl=1 367w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Dink<em> &#8211; August 26, 2004<\/em><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p> I only realized it later when I started collecting Boyd&#8217;s when a Dillard&#8217;s frequent browsing shopper. Dink is my bears name. He was retired in 1997. My Dink has no tag. I don&#8217;t know if he came with one on, but if he did, I discarded it without knowing a thing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So this auction was for a new, never used Dink with tag. Hmph. I wanted him and was meant to get him. No one bid on him. He could have been mine!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So the seller had no contact on that page. So I pleadedly asked a Q on another auction, are you going to re-list Dink?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Well guess that will just UP the price, eh?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I have missed other auctions because of forgotten ending times. I&#8217;ve felt like &#8220;asking&#8221; about the item when it didn&#8217;t get bid on and wasn&#8217;t ever re-listed. But I never have before today, seeing as it would seem &#8220;I&#8217;m desperate for it and will pay a high price to get it cause I want it!&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Since one doesn&#8217;t pre-bid it means they are waiting to get it cheaper at the end, right? Right! It&#8217;s not about winning to me, it&#8217;s about WINNING with the LOWEST PRICE. We aren&#8217;t made of money, and since I have a problem with &#8220;time&#8221;, it&#8217;s an ethereal thing, I can have my auction page open and bury it with myriads of other pages, browsers and emails and Photoshop, etc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I get busy doing that stuff, or go somewhere else in the house. The closer I am to the computer, the higher the chance is that &#8220;I will forget about the auction&#8221;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Why not prebid maximum price?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Well because if NO bid has been place yet, the last thing I want to do is bid on something and invite someone to overbid me. If I snipe in at the end over someone else, then I have a chance of winning if my maximum is higher than theirs. If I wait and submit first bid on the auction until the last minute counting down, then most likely I&#8217;m the only one trying it, and if not, which I&#8217;ve never found to be the case in my last second bids on items with no bids yet, then my bid max may be higher since I have a super wierd thinking pattern on what price to bid usually.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So that defeats me when attention span goes off to the circus and forgets about the show on broadway it&#8217;s supposed to perform in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Oh bother. This is too frequent of late. Boo Hoo.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So, while wasting time until an auction was nearer to it&#8217;s end, I wrote the previous post. Finished it, published it. Said OOPS MY AUCTION and sure enough, it was over. \ud83d\ude41 It was for a NEW bear that&#8217;s my OLD bear. 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