Trust is something that love brings. But then it seems like it’s all gone.<\/p>\n
I don’t know what to do about it. Walk over hot coals. Drink blood. Jump from a cliff.<\/p>\n
No. Those things are not what he wants.<\/p>\n
He wants me to not be me. To sit on the bed and watch football. To only play Warhawk. To watch Castle. To BEG to watch Castle.<\/p>\n
Other than that, be perfect in every way, sweep and scrub and cook, and laundry.<\/p>\n
Fix the mower, mow the weeds. Weed the rose garden. Edge the driveway. Fix the fence.<\/p>\n
Quit liking spiders and cats. Quit liking horror movies and rock music. Quit liking gaming devices and computers.<\/p>\n
Quit having ideas about what to do and not do. Quit being you Maisy. Just stop already.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Trust is something that love brings. But then it seems like it’s all gone. I don’t know what to do about it. Walk over hot coals. Drink blood. Jump from a cliff. No. Those things are not what he wants. He wants me to not be me. To sit on the bed and watch football. 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