I really hate living right now. Everything is just ………..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Covid or whatever, Dec. 23 to now, it’s just a plain pain to live.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I can’t feel inside my head. My feelings are dead. I know I’m suppose to love this or that, but there is no pleasure. My skin crawls itchy and chills are non-startered no chills from delight (what is that anyway?) music, anything that should bring a blush of chill from toes to head, none. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I really hate living right now. Everything is just ……….. Covid or whatever, Dec. 23 to now, it’s just a plain pain to live. I can’t feel inside my head. My feelings are dead. I know I’m suppose to love this or that, but there is no pleasure. 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