I don’t know what to do about my family. My kids. I don’t have them anymore, but it’s not because of me or them, it’s all stupid and twisting my guts to death.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
My home is my home and it’s getting empty every other week and it’s never full except for when some of them that aren’t here officially come back for a bit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I need this environment with my family or I’m going to pieces.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
When I grew up all my sisters had moved away to other parts of the country. I knew my own family would be close-knit and live and work in the area we settled in, which was here in 1997. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
The way of it is for fraught. I have no car, I have no money, I have no one.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Thing is I don’t want anyone<\/span>, I want my family. To be able to see them more than blah blah blah a year, I don’t want to leave my homestead. I hate travel anymore. My home is my home.<\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" I don’t know what to do about my family. My kids. I don’t have them anymore, but it’s not because of me or them, it’s all stupid and twisting my guts to death. 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