{"id":8954,"date":"2026-10-04T11:58:26","date_gmt":"2026-10-04T15:58:26","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/hyperthinking.us\/weblog\/?p=8954"},"modified":"2026-10-04T11:58:26","modified_gmt":"2026-10-04T15:58:26","slug":"ill-not-survive","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hyperthinking.us\/weblog\/2026\/10\/04\/ill-not-survive\/","title":{"rendered":"I&#8217;ll not survive"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I cannot stand how I feel all the time. I am glad I am off that medicine, but stress is SOOOOOOO FUCKING HIGH all the time around here. I cannot feel good nor prosper in any way.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Everything in my hands and elbows and wrists is just a mess with all this stress. My guts are getting bad too.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">My house has 2 bathrooms, one is now only tub functional, the toilet is off it&#8217;s base, issues there now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">6 people and ONE bathroom Holy Cow just put me to pasture.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I cannot stand how I feel all the time. I am glad I am off that medicine, but stress is SOOOOOOO FUCKING HIGH all the time around here. I cannot feel good nor prosper in any way. Everything in my hands and elbows and wrists is just a mess with all this stress. 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