Hypermobile fits

I cannot confirm that I am hypermobile but I will say that: my lifetime of basically insanely fit-like flexible without exercising, the massive amounts of bone-sucking pain I’ve had to endure, the achy mornings after going to sleep fine, the achier mornings after going to sleep achy, the amount of Advil (Ibuprofen) I’ve ingested, the migraines I’ve had since probably 16 years of age, the horrible feminine cycles, the lower back burning gotta sit down, the feet killing me after walking awhile, popping click clacking when moving.

At some point my libido went caput. It feels like it’s numbed. Like there, but numb.

I’ve always had trouble with arousal and completion anyhow, it used to be good when it worked, now it no worky.

Hypermobile spectrum can include all the above.

I’ve had more misery the last 10 years than I could even write about in 100 years of writing without stopping.

Migraines are chronic right now. I can’t get out of it, it makes everything else hurt ALL THE MORE.

Hypermobile and EDS are more likely with Autism.

I have Autism and ADHD and hypermobility.

Carpel Tunnel, but it’s more like inflammation on steroids yes it is, but it’s not drastically the thing, other things are complicating the situation.

F…. getting old with all that. I’m still a kid, feel young. And remember being a kid and feeling old body sometimes, and when a teen, and in my 20’s and my 30’s and on and on until now in my 50’s. I don’t want to fall apart. I want to be active. Dammit.