Why is everything so

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How can I deal with trauma. I mean past, stuffed down. The stuff that activates when my significant other has ingested alcohol of any kind.

It’s killing me. I have stuff to deal with, and it’s too hard to deal with, so dealing is out the window.

I am fearful. I am disgusted, I am frozen, I am fighting, I am sick.

I have been sicker since this all got going … and it’s going further and deeper and troubling to exist.




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