Life Sucks

So all my life, I get busy doing like a holiday meal, and am dogged dead before serving it. Why?

[Like why is it that my keyboard only will type a question mark (?) using the right shift key. If I try typing without thinking that’s not what I do. So I have to use undo and all sort of junk while writing. Blah.]

Trips were always horrible. I liked traveling, can’t anymore due to massive inflammation problems. I need my normal life at home for the most part.

But hang it all, I don’t need to cook, doing so much that it kills me.

It doesn’t help that I have misery I can’t deal with on migraine days. Little migraines and inflammation and carpal symptoms and I’m just not going to survive this.

Hypermobile, inflammation, migraine, just sucks.

So all my life I had hypermobile issues, and migraines, some inflammation but somewhat manageable and not all the time like I’ve had for a time now. It got worse last year after a clinic made to take Aleve for inflammation, now I don’t use it, stopped after a few weeks, now all I have is fluid in my hands nearly every morning and everywhere. It takes a long amount of up and about hours before it goes out of me. But it wasn’t like this all my life, just this last almost year, since April 2024.

Migraine keeps my system from moving much so I’m cooked.