SEE is a happy party animal, usually.
Sometimes there is a reactor meltdown, often culminating with holidays and weekends.
Add more fuel to the fire if it’s somebody else’s personal holiday, he is so selfish and horrible to live with.
He (SEE-fi) will get worse as the years go on. (She SEE-fi version would too, maybe she will listen to reason more than HE would though) Every person has the ability to strengthen their weakness some, but it’s the human condition to sin, and SEE does it loudly, deeply, impressing everyone around them (or rather depressing, abusing feelings.)
So it goes, the ebb and flow of life for a SEE-fi, genuinely a horror show with “I totally don’t remember what I said” the next day. Never apologizing. Just hey, life goes on as normal.
Until it doesn’t again.
Alcohol and other addictive behaviors are more dangerous for SEE than some other types. They have little willpower to not meltdown in the firstplace, and no willpower to say no to drinking, or another drink, and another drink.
Announcing won’t drink for a month. Within a week or two, or less, binging. A great binge happens with a superior reactor meltdown and oh man it is just flipping the worst life you can imagine, having to live with someone like that.
A day starts good, and by night it’s so bad.
I’m an ILI-ni, I can’t stand these negative things, stress and misery, then I pay with more stress, and migraines. I pay the price.
Dual Life. Yes, it’s dealing with it letting them get away with it, but hoping and trying to help them overcome really bad meltdowns.
No matter what I say, I’m the cause, in his eyes.
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