Sick and Pain and Meltdowns

I have to write about how things have been the last few days.

I was trying Happy Healthy Hippie Zen Again Cortisol Manager since April 22, and Oregano Oil Black Seed Oil combo jells since the 18th,

Oregano Oil I only took 1 those times I did, then Friday (24th) I took 2 in the a.m. for the first time.

I wasn’t sure if it was the Oregano Oil or HHH Zen making me feel so weird and tired and so miserable.

As the day wore on it was very stressful to feel that way, and my husband wasn’t going to get something I needed NOW until “sometime this weekend” which really flipped me into emotive meltdown.

One can imagine if they are Autistic or AuDHD how something like that might be reasonable for others, but not for you. Inflammation soaked into everything and oh how I ached so much more than before and it was torture all night my head hurt weirdly, very not normal for me. I took an Advil sometime in the earlier evening. I was trying to go to sleep since 5:30pm, I felt so odd and I hated everyone, and liked nothing. I laid down on my futon and watched Guardians of the Galaxy 1 & 2 since I had thought about doing a re-watch of the trio of movies sooner than later.

I watched a lot of both first and second movies, but did fall asleep, here and there. I turned off the movies at the end of the second. I put music on my tablet to try to really sleep to at that point. I had the Advil after that at some point.

By 1am I was hurting worse in my head and it turned into a very nasty large migraine switcher mode. I suffered until 5am when I could finally take another med (Excedrin.) It wasn’t as bad finally, and I did sleep more eventually. After getting up it kept getting worse again, really bad. So 12:53 I took Excedrin again.

I have also been sick since the 14th of April, one of my kids went down first, then me, now another kid came down with it a week after me.

The residual sinus mucus production is driving me mad. It’s also Spring, so allergies compounding the virus symptoms. This is the 11th day of having it, and hoping mucus junk abates soon.

So then the Excedrin at 12:53 was in tandem with one red Sudafed, I hate having to take one, but the pressure that continues and won’t go away, so even though hated, Sudafed takes it away for the day overall.

1:13pm Everything felt way better suddenly. I had been laying down, in pain, pain, pain, and vamoosh! I feel better, not in pain, not hating anything much, and went up to the kitchen, made a batch of ice cream, and defrosted some ground beef so I could make a burger to eat, no bun, just a meat burger on the plate.

Also I got my sourdough bread dough into a pan to Rise at that time.

Suddenly things were doable.

That was all long ago, have since baked the bread, and have eaten a slice.

Now it’s been about 5 hours since Excedrin, and I can feel something happening on the side of my face again now. Ugh I don’t want another painful night!

So now Saturday is almost over, I’ll go to try and sleep early to get away from it all, before having to start again on Sunday.

Husband better get up early and get that thing which I want. Or I’ll get livid and angry and meltdown again.

I’ll take the HHH Cortisol Manager Zen Again in a little bit. I’m hoping it won’t make me so lethargic on it own.

Oregano Oil I’ll have to not do for awhile, then only do 1 ever a day.