I hate meds and how I feel and now a blasted migraine on top of it all.

I felt migraine symptoms coming on and it was getting near my Ibuprofen meds time. I made the decision I’d have a bad night and just have to take Excedrin instead.

Seemed to help … at least symptoms were less and not getting worse for over an hour and a half at least.

Right at 7pm I was hit with PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN STABBING THROBBING PUSHING YANKING STAB STAB OOOOOOWWWWWWEEEE.

I had taken Eletriptan last time a couple of weeks ago, and said NEVER again.

I hate how it leaves me.

So now I’m taking it because the pain is unrelenting thus far. And it is getting close to 30 minutes after taking it with not much lessening.

I will go to bed in massive sore to painful shoulders arms body. Anymore I have more pain in my body, not less like the nighttime Amitriptyline was supposed to do.

I hurt all day and all night without Ibuprofen to ease the edges. So tonight will be a horrid misery. The stiff groggy mornings I am so sick of, it’s gotten so bad these last weeks.

And here I am on day 47 of that stuff and all I can think of is please Dr. let me wean off of it.

I need an ADHD diagnosis so I can get that cared for with meds and see where the pain is then.

How about that doc?

I mean I hate how hard it is to get ADHD and Autism diagnosis in a timely manner and cost effective as well.