The Unveiling of Who I Am: a little bit, at least

As you readers may have noticed, this blog is not totally anonymous any longer. Today I added my first name to the posts. So it’s officially a “semi-anonymous” blog now. Maybe I’m known just by that, maybe not. If you know me by my first name, you may have already known me just by what I was writing “anonymously”. But then again, some humans are not such smart whips … 😉

Why did I decide to unveil part of my identity? Why not. That’s my answer. I’m all over the internet with various Identities, sometimes my real name, sometimes a screen name … and what’s there to hide? There are reasons to hide one’s real identity, and that’s up to each person to decide.

I don’t mind y’all knowing my first name, for now, since I’m writing about my life, and the things I see, hear, experience in my life whether externally or inside my head.

Someone may have wondered, when reading, what my motivation is in writing this blog. I seek to glorify God in everything, and this blog shares my thoughts as I live for Him. And therefore, something good can happen, whether it’s to me, or to a reader. I don’t usually come up with a Title for a blog post first. That usually comes after I’ve written something. I don’t usually sit down to write something with a true purpose in mind. It comes to me as my fingers hit the keys on my laptop. This is how I am. My mind jumps here and there and everywhere at once most of the time. I come up with interesting theories or stories, or odd-ly strange–yet true observances of things around me. It comes through in this blog to a degree, but not as heavily as it does in my head or in my home for my husband and children to hear. (My husband probably would prefer to swap privelages, with the blog getting all the weirdness and he getting the more normal stuff!)

One movie that really moves me is THE MATRIX. It has such deep truth. We live in a Matrix, all of us. Do you want to take the blue pill? or the red pill? I’ve taken the right one. The one where I can’t go back. And I see more of the Matrix every day. Watershed experiences. Wow. It’s really neat to see The Matrix, over and over, the movie, that is, and understand the whole thing even deeper. Life is really neat. God created us and this life we live, and He gives us the power to see the Matrix we live in, and to break free of it. Ah, His plan is wonderful, even with the horrid things going on “out there”. You see, the story of “The Matrix” has hope. So do we. Postmillennialism is an eschatology of hope. And I believe this eschatology is the truth. So, The Matrix is really a Reformed Postmillennial movie. That’s my take on it. Read Bahnsen, Rushdoony, Kik, Gentry, DeMar. Then watch The Matrix. I’m assuming here that you already read the Bible. Read it with open eyes and open heart. Ask God to show you His truth. Matthew Chapter 24. It’s the past. The future is glorious.

(see, I had no idea past sentence number one what I was going to type. How’d I get to The Matrix and Matthew 24? That’s how minds can work!)